Before and after HIM – HER .. There was ….

It’s a little difficult to know where to draw the line! Be it with you, your family or your friends. And even more difficult to let someone else know where to draw the line! Even if he is your best friend! Not every one leads the life the way u live yours. But I guess its human nature to try to impose yourself on people, especially on those you care about! Call me skeptical or judgmental, I, as I guess any normal person would have done, had made some preconceived notions about the whole thing. To me it was some weird celluloid chapter come to life and what was crazy was that somebody I knew very well was involved. “It doesn’t happen like this … it’s not a movie” I told myself! I reached Harsh’s place .. We joked around and some time passed! At the back of my mind there was this constant poking voice which said –” it’s been a coupla hours!! He hasn’t called … he always calls when I get here!” Before I realized what was on my mind found its way to Gom. I asked Gautam – ” Heard from him ??”

Gom: Nopes .. No news from him .. but then its understandable na ..

Me: Yeah .. I guess so! I hope he knows what he’s doing though!!!

Gom: yeah.. In the end it’s all okay …

Me: .. and if its not okay its not the end *High FI*

We met up later that day. She seemed nice! Totally not the mortifying picture I had in my head!! A little shy, she didn’t speak much that day. But then that silence said a million words. He looked happy too. The heartening fact is that he has been happy since! It’s been almost 4 months since then and its lovely to see it blossom! It’s even more heartening to feel he did the right thing by pursuing it. Thought it may be difficult for me to understand but it’s at least not hard to accept or digest! I guess that’s the beauty about getting to at least starting to fall into love – is that u just don’t care and all that matters is that you got each other! It takes 2 fools to do it coz there’s no scope for logic in it!! He may have been the first in our gang to take that plunge..while some of us still testing the currents whilst some of us don’t even want to get their fingers wet !! In end its what makes each one of us happy .. Its as much as letting go as much it’s holding on!! Who knows – maybe would be church bells ringing.. shiny stars in the sky .. or even animals singing .. but then this crazy little thing called love is something I may never understand but something I’m not wary off . But when the day comes I just might get that little fuzzy feeling every morning and that warmth when I get in to bed in the night!!!